Christian's Answer Only Please:My Hotel was filmed by a Paranormal Society, camera's were set up in building?

They set camera's up all though out the famous haunted 6 room Inn at Bisbee. They used these energy meters and voice enhancement equipment. There is a lot of activity in our kitchen (we've been there since January due to his new job) and we hear the ghost's roaming around the rest of the 95 year old creaky wooden building down stairs at night. To our surprised the Paranormal film crew knocked at our door last week and told us what they were setting up that night, filming every hallway, stairway and room while invoking the spirits. I participated in this event with the spirits and now I am suicidal and throwing away almost everything I own, I don't know why I have this pending doom on me since that eerie night. I am a Christian and I know my participation was not pleasing in the sight of the Lord. How do I get rid of this dark gloomy cloud over me since then? I even summoned, am I doomed or will the Power of the Holy Spirit lift me out of this despair?