Worried about my manly piece of Flesh?

I'm 5'9" or something, 20 year-old, Asian, and overweight.. I have this, you know, kinda slightly below average size of "meat" down there, I'm single but I'm worried if I can have "pleasurable" activities the way other "blessed" dudes do.. I mean, if I have a girl, would she even enjoy it? and I want someone to get "down" on me.. I think, even guys like me, won't enjoy eating and licking it because of the size (because people, and admit it if you're a guy, be it male or female, has this fantasy getting down to a man with o-like thing)... Please answer me "Honestly".. and "constructively".. I hope you won't h urt my ego that much! Hahahah! Thanks!!